Hey Margaret,
Happy Birthday! I am messaging you because we had discussed using me as a sperm donor if you had not got pregnant by age 38 and today is your 38th birthday. I know the odds are low that you don’t already have a child or are already with a nice guy, (if this is the case then I am happy for you truly and please disregard this website) but I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t try.
We haven’t talked in a while, but there hasn’t been a single day that has gone by that I don’t think about you. You are the kindest, cutest, sweetest most lovely human being I have ever met. I have missed you every single day since you stopped talking to me. I have met other people but every time it is the same thing. I just miss that they aren’t you. I understand why you want nothing to do with me ever again and I accept that. If you aren’t interested in this please at least know I feel a crushing level of regret for destroying what we had. I think about you every single morning I wake up… I loved you in every meaning of the word.
I am 100% sane and normal now. I don’t drink or use drugs. I am gainfully employed. I’m not into being a dog or any degenerate stuff anymore.
If you aren’t interested I understand. I will always wish I never treated you how I did until the day I die. I truly loved you Margaret. I will never feel as close to another person as I did with you.
I am not expecting a reply but if you do one day, I would drop anyone or anything for you. You were the best thing to ever happen to me and I am truly sorry. You were the love of my life
ruugh roo … heheh